βWhat do you wanna know? Names, dates, locations? Wanna know what food was on their breath? Their eyesβ¦ what color their eyes were? Do you wanna know the last words they spoke? Do you wanna know which ones deserved it? Or better yet, the ones that didnβt? Do you wanna know which ones begged? Do you know why I remember these things? Cause I canβt forget. So thereβs nothing you can do β no punishment you can hand out β thatβs worse than what I live with every day. So to answer your question, no. No, I havenβt counted. I donβt need to.β